Wide-Eyed Wonder: Wonder-ing


At night, I dream of chocolate.
I am in a gourmet candy shop—like the one my college boyfriend took me to that Valentine’s Day. The air is rich with melted sugar and I stand at the counter and select one plump truffle from underneath the glass. It is dark and full like the moon in shadow and cocoa powder is pressed onto its moist curves like crushed velvet. A young girl puts my prize into a white box trimmed in red and my mouth is ready. I can taste it—can feel bitter give way to sweet as it melts on my tongue.
She puts the box on a scale and lifts her eyes to mine.
“That will be $86.10, please.”
I open my eyes in the dark.
Everything I want—right there in a neat little package. But it costs too much.
Didn’t I read it in Psalm 60 just that morning? That anguish riddled Psalm that had me in tears? Such an impassioned plea for help.
You have rejected us, O God, and burst forth upon us; you have been angry—now restore us! He says.
And:
You have shaken the land and torn it open; mend its fractures, for it is quaking—verse 2.
And I wonder about this battle—the one that has David in such distress. But when I look further, I see this battle was a great victory.
The very beginning of the chapter says this: A miktam of David, it says. When he fought Aram Naharaim and Aram Zobah, and when Joab returned and struck down twelve thousand Edomites in the Valley of Salt.
And when I read about this battle in two other books of the Bible I see this: The Lord gave David victory everywhere he went.
And so I am thinking about victories and chocolate truffles and wondering about the price of some things. What are my twelve thousand Edomites? And what if there were only one?
Would it be worth the sweet melt on the tongue? 
And I can’t help thinking of the One who paid it all…
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Comments

  1. says

    Beautiful. The fact that we are treasured enough to be fought over is flattering — and humbling. At what price? Everything. I am speechless and dumbfounded. I will never be able to repay. Never.

  2. Elizabeth says

    Ah the beauty of the Psalms. And the combination of delights of the soul and delights on the tongue. Beauty here. Your words are delectable and I long to go back and spend time with the beautiful Psalms. This is a place filled with His Peace. Tranquil here. Love that you keep it that way.

  3. soulstops says

    wondering with you, Laura…and grateful for the One who would give it all for one little lost lamb…praying you are well, friend 🙂

  4. says

    Thank you, Donna. Do you know, since posting this photo I have been preoccupied with thoughts of chocolate? Must be these cooler temperatures. Always makes me want to eat more!

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